Bah-humbug

Jay's post was correct. I've been feeling a little like Scrooge this holiday season - like, can we just pretend it's not Christmas time? Can I just not deal with decorating, shopping, party-going, traveling, merry-making and the like? I told Jay I did not want to put up our tree this year (the awesome, retro-inspired, all-white tree that I love) or do any other decorations. So, Jay (and his little elf, Laina) did everything. It was great. They put on Christmas music, put up the tree, decorated it, decorated the fireplace, Jay did even more with the outside lights, and I worked on a crafty project for my church mom's group.

It was pretty much Laina that turned me around. She was of course so adorable, completely enamored with all the ornaments and decorations, asking "what's that" about everything, helping decorate the tree, and being so enchanted with the season. And, as Jay pointed out, it also snowed, making the day perfect. Jay and Laina built a snowman. I couldn't help myself and had to get the camera out to take pictures of everything. To make it a truly perfect season, I'll just have to make sure Jay understands that he has to also take down all the ornaments after Christmas!

There is still stress and lots going on, but I realize I need to focus on what's important, namely Jesus. I'm not typically the scripture-quoting type, but I find myself thinking a lot about the verse that says in my weakness, Christ is made strong (or something like that - see, told you I'm not good at quoting scripture). I really can't push through all the stress and chaos in life without Jesus. Only he has the power to bring order and peace. I am convicted that I need to get back into regular reading and studying of his word. I know that will help me during this time (and always!) It's so easy to push quality time with God (or anyone) aside and get so consumed with me, me, me, and what I've got going, and what I need to accomplish. So that's my intro to this holiday season of 2008. My prayer for myself this season is that God will remind me to focus on him, help me find a consistent time to study his word, and that he will help me embrace this season - of the year and of life.

On a lighter note, see my other blog for the Chocolate Yogurt Cake recipe Jay promised.

Oh, and one more thing that will completely get me into the holiday spirit - watching my favorite Christmas movie ever - Elf (cuz, you know, that one's totally about Jesus!)